lucid vision
The idea of what I wanted to accomplish in the near future hit me like a thunderbolt last week. It's not something any sane person would want to undertake, but that reason alone motivates me. It will take dedication but I'm up for the challenge. No one at work will be privy to my ambitions... well maybe my manager because I'll need his support.
(don't worry, this is purposely vague)
I always knew I was capable of more and maybe I've decided to realize that.